me against myself

Every time I go to sleep I think about the things that I’ve done
(Things that I’ve done)
I put myself on trial for entertainment, but the judge is corrupt
(Judge is corrupt)

Can I get some peace from these thoughts, they're too loud
I can’t hear myself breathe, there’s no pulse, am I going down

It’s me against myself, no one’s winning
I put myself through hell, on prescription
And I can’t take it
I stay in bed, I over work
Either way I feel the same
It’s like the cycle never ends
So here we go again
Here we go again
Here we go again

People try to tell me it gets better but that’s easy to say
Please remind me how it works ‘cause I feel worse every day
Why’d I put in all the effort if it’s not gonna change
It’s not gonna change

I’m pushing my luck, hoping I’ll stick the landing
When it gets too much, I’m the last one standing

It’s me against myself, no one’s winning
I put myself through hell, on prescription
And I can’t take it
I stay in bed, I over work
Either way I feel the same
It’s like the cycle never ends
So here we go again

Do too much the cycle keeps going
Not enough I’ll never outgrow it
Do too much the cycle keeps going
(Not enough)
So here we go again
Do too much the cycle keeps going
Not enough I’ll never outgrow it
Do too much the cycle keeps going
(Not enough)
So here we go again