Maybe next time

Said a lot of things that I shouldn't have said
You can't forgive me I'll just lay awake at night in bed
I can't forgive myself I'm so far in my head
I'm just hoping that I don't lose myself again

Maybe next time I'll see the things I couldn't see
Maybe next time it'll be more than a memory
We all have the chance to be something better
And I've come to terms that I can't forget her

I remember the night we met
I remember exactly the way I felt
I swear I've loved you right from the start
You were my everything, I'm sorry that I broke your heart

I see it now when I think back, you always cared for me and I didn't know how to act
But now it's over and you're gone
I'm nothing special anyway it's easy to move on

Life ain't fair now
You aren't here now

Said a lot of things that I shouldn't have said
You can't forgive me I'll just lay awake at night in bed
I can't forgive myself I'm so far in my head
I'm just hoping that I don't lose myself again

Maybe next time I'll see the things I couldn't see
Maybe next time it'll be more than a memory
We all have the chance to be something better
And I've come to terms that I can't forget her

(Dryfter)
I didn't wanna believe
It would end up like this
Now you got my mind running endlessly
I know you don't care about anything
I feel like I don't belong
Nobody would notice if I was gone
Remember when you said to me
"I'll be by your side through everything"?