...maybe

[Verse 1]
Maybe I should take a breath
Those messages running through my head
I wonder what would happen if I go back
What would happen if they all see
What exactly happened to me
I wonder how they would react

[Pre-Chorus]
The hard r's and failed report cards
I took it all from both ends, it was hard
I didn't get far but

[Chorus]
I thought maybe, one day, I could prove them wrong
I thought maybe, one day, I would go so far
They would cheer my name as I go on stage
Every magazine, I'd be on the front page
I thought maybe, maybe one day

[Verse 2]
You can tell me anything, thеy said
But they shared evеry word with their friends
How could fifty people want me to die?
"Bestie!" "I-L-Y", they made me feel fine
But ruining my life was on the back of their minds
Wrapped up in endless drama and lies

[Pre-Chorus]
The hard r's and failed report cards
I took it all from both ends, it was hard
I didn't get far but

[Chorus]
I thought maybe, one day, I could prove them wrong
I thought maybe, one day, I would go so far
They would cheer my name as I go on stage
Every magazine, I'd be on the front page
I thought maybe, maybe one day

[Break (Screamed, Sang)]
I screamed every night before crying to sleep
And God done fucked me up, never answers to me
All these fake friends, loose ends, storylines weaved
And everyone loves to entangle thee
And I'm fucking paranoid, thinking everyone hates me
Every unkind word, I took it personally
I recreated the cycle that I wanted to break
And lost one friend that I wanted to make
I realized every time I wanted to ruin someone as they did me
It falls back on my character times three

[Chorus]
I thought maybe, one day, I could prove them wrong
I thought maybe, one day, I would go so far
They would cheer my name as I go on stage
Every magazine, I'd be on the front page
I thought maybe, one day, I could prove them wrong
I thought maybe, one day, I would go so far
They would cheer my name as I go on stage
Every magazine, I'd be on the front page
I thought maybe, maybe one day

[Outro]
Maybe