Matrix

[Chorus]
Tell me that it isn't love, tell me that you hate me
I might take another drug, maybe I'll go crazy
You caught me at another plug, it's just my addiction
I'll admit it too, say it with conviction
I fail, I know that I'm never enough
Let's set sail, or maybe we'll drown in the drugs
I love you but I'm also in love with the plug
You're my only, but girl, I ain't sobering up

[Verse]
Take the red pill or maybe the blue pill
Whenever I get feels, I'm seeking a drug deal, addiction
A vindictive woman, baby, you just like a vixen
When my heart's broke, I hope you'll give me a fixin'
Attention, it's really hard to mention
My plans, you threw a wrench in
And now I feel the tension, faded
They ask me what's wrong, "Gaudy, be happy, you made it"
But there's still pain, a thousand ways I can say it

[Bridge]
Yet again I'm going the wrong way
"I'm a friend", yeah, that's what they all say
In the end, I'm going my own way
I'm a lone wolf, baby

[Chorus]
Tell me that it isn't love, tell me that you hate me
I might take another drug, maybe I'll go crazy
You caught me at another plug, it's just my addiction
I'll admit it too, say it with conviction
I fail, I know that I'm never enough
Let's set sail, or maybe we'll drown in the drugs
I love you but I'm also in love with the plug
You're my only, but girl, I ain't sobering up