Matches

Lost in the middle of my mind again
Dim lights on our love will we shine again
Or am i doomed to drown in this heineken
I pray its the first
But i gotta thirst for the worst
Part of life
Its a cure
Am i right
Hope im wrong all along
She deep dives in the mind of men
And what she finds is a monument
Full of secrets
Full of pain
Full of weakness
Tied with chains
I gotta break free its all a game
Chess and checkers really not the same
And patience is somthing that i had to gain

And trust

Is somthing that i had to gain

I gotta keep her close
I gotta feed the beast
I gotta be the stone
That they could never move me
Just to get to her
Ever heard the phrase
Never leave a stone unturned
Well i never left a bridge unburned
Set fire to everything
Im married to chaos i gave her a wedding ring
The sound of its elegant
Its really not though
So how do i elevate
Dont wanna disintegrate
I wanna be here forever
I wanna illuminate
But somehow i ruminate

I think about shit like way too much
To the point i might selfdestruct
And turn everything in my path to dust
That means family that means us

One match lit the whole way
I could see for now until the day x2

One match lit the whole way
I could see for now until the day x2

Tryna figure out a way to rise again
Cuz I been down and out
My Achilles heel
Is really is real
A giant still a giant
Even when he kneel
That’s forreal
I always destroy before I build
Demolition within
Is the reason we in
This pridacament
Step on top boy tear a ligament
It’s imminent
I’m militant
I’m not tryna be savage cuz I gotta worry bout collateral damage yeah
Down and out but I manage yeah
Down and out but I manage yeah
We feel the pain when I get passionate
I should put the energy into passing them
Cuz all of my energy gon make her get rid of me
See I’m the epitatome
Of focused stupidity
I look at my fam like
They are the enemy
I look at the fans like they aren’t into me
Look at the Hennessy
Swig it and enter these
Wickedest thoughts whoah
Mind of a lost soul
I need a laso
To pull me back
To where I’m at
Or posed to be
I always seem to hurt those
Close to me
It comes from a place of rage
Built for days
Or maybe years
And mix with fears
It’s always like a Hell mixture
I don’t say shit I’m just kolishna
Unload the clip on em
Jack the Ripper
I’m an enygma
Nothing else
How can they say they know me
When I barely even know myself
That’s why I delve

One match lit the whole way
I could see for now until the day x2

One match lit the whole way
I could see for now until the day x2

I think I made peace with the past

Negativity will never last

Stared in the face of the beast

And I laughed