Masochistic Healing

[Intro]
Will these darkened memories last?
Will I ever bury my past?
I want to leave this world behind
All this time I've been waiting for a sign
I've been suffering so long
The pain has grown far too strong
Can you show me the way?

[Verse 1]
Staring at the ceiling, I'm trapped inside these walls
Forged by uncertain hands
Cut me open, bleed out the darkness
Sheathe the blade upon the mess I've made

I know this place, I've been here before
The dark clouds follow me
Don't you know this face, you've seen it before
Can you hear my cries?

[Chorus]
Am I suffocating?
Am I hallucinating?
Dread pulls me to the ocean's floor again
Will it ever be the same?

Be the same

[Verse 2]
Bonded by suffering, voice calls
"Relinquish your pain"
Burn myself, blood stains the floor
I'm dying to feel alive

[Chorus]
Am I suffocating?
Am I hallucinating?
Dread pulls me to the ocean's floor again
Will it ever be the same?

[Bridge]
Will these darkened memories last?
Will I ever bury the past?
I want to leave this world behind
All this time I've been waiting for a sign

[Breakdown]
Waiting for a sign

I was a fucking architect of this madness that built my sadness
But I blamed it on the world
Yeah, I blamed it on the world

Redefine this dark mind
Redefine this dark mind

[Outro]
No more suffocating
No more hallucinating
No more suffocating
No more hallucinating