Masochist

[Verse 1]
I put all my pain aside even after you left me
But my heart is just big you ain’t never finessed me
That’s just how I do shit
That’s how I stay moving
Heartopen
Got nothing to lose here
So I’m sorry I can’t make you heal
Wish I could make it all disappear
Pussy power got them hypnotized
Always waiting for the next time
Am I the only one that makes you feel right?

[Chorus]
Nostalgic of my old version that still had love to give
Trynna pick myself up with nothin left in me
The way I let you break me you’d think I’m a masochist
(oh yeah)
You’d think I’m a masochist

[Verse 2]
Beliеve me when I say that I ran out lovе
Drained out my mental till I had enough
Drinking and baby think I’ve had too much
Need someone to save me not someone to fuck
(mmm) not someone to fuck

[Pre-Chorus]
That’s just how I do shit
That’s how I stay moving
If you want me
Boy you gotta prove it
So I’m sorry I can’t make you heal
But my heart is needing something real

[Chorus]
Nostalgic of my old version that still had love to give
Trynna pick myself up with nothing left in me
Way I let you break me you’d think I’m a masochist
(oh yeah)
You’d think I’m a masochist
I’m a masochist