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[Chorus]
How many times can I write songs bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit I'm staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now, I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling all that's in my mind
How many times can I write songs bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit I'm staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now, I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling all that's in my mind

[Verse 1]
Avoided post-traumatic therapy, they know they ain't a friend of me
They saw me like a loony, so they put me on the centerpiece
Said "Why you wanna hurt yourself", they put me back up on the shelf
Said "You'll be fine just get some help", I asked, but then got no one else
Down these pills then, we'll call it done, got 'nuff meds in the pickup truck
Been prescribed, but it hurts inside 'cause the pills too big and I'm out of luck
So instead, I'll stay inside my room, and I'll stay silent like I always do
So don't bring it up 'cause I'll just push through and I won't reply when you ask what's new

[Chorus]
How many times can I write songs bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit I'm staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now, I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling all that's in my mind
How many times can I write songs bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit I'm staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now, I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling all that's in my mind

[Bridge]
Fake a smile, isolate on a good day
Won't go out, do not care what your friends say
Now they walk in on eggshells, it's too late 'cause the damage done they tryna make up for the naysay
Said you couldn't do it, but you out here finna prove it
You survived and that's a clue-in that you got something to do here
Said you couldn't do it, but you out here finna prove it
You survived and that's a clue-in that you got something to do here

[Chorus]
How many times can I write songs bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit I'm staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now, I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling all that's in my mind
How many times can I write songs bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit I'm staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now, I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling all that's in my mind

[Outro]
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