Man Meant To Lose

I see you with her and I performatively rejoice
I made sure I won this before it began
But still I feel some unsatisfied ache
At the thought of coming out on top
At the thought of coming out on top

I know you're still bleeding out dry in the front room
But it was unfair to waste your time for so long
I guess it wasn't love
Just wanted someone to wrap myself around
And to fill the holes we should've filled on our own
Oh, to fill the holes I should've filled on my own

I am a man meant to lose
I am a man meant to lose
I've tried my hand in winning
And I only feel worse
I am a man meant to losе

I had to hold you
To shape you and to mold you
Into the perfеct young red heart to break
It wasn't on purpose, to avenge my soul
And it wasn't desire to cause you pain

It's hard to understand
Even from the upper hand
But none of the love you gave was ever in vain
There is not as much good in this world
As I would've had you believe
As I would've had you believe

I am a man meant to lose
I am a man meant to lose
I've tried my hand in winning
And I only feel worse
I am a man meant to lose