Man Behind The Mask, Pt. 1

[Bridge]
The world it just ain't right
It keeps me up at night
Try to be satisfied
But I'm still in love with you
But it's not like you want me to

[Verse 1]
Here's Robert Evans
Hell in heavens, been through it all, a bunch of life lessons
I'm still breathing, I don't know how, theres a whole lot of anger behind this smile
Rest in peace, ooh wee that nigga wild
Live fast die fast, thats the fucking style
And this pain will never quit, It's hard for me to trust, these bitches really ain't shit
All the world see, is Kain in a mask
But they ain't know that bless had a fucking past
All you ghetto metal copiers are fucking trash
You can't rep what I built, you won't fucking last
I had fist fights, I has gun fights
I almost beat a nigga to death, in one night
And you really think that I'm proud, to glorify this shit to a crowd
I'm just giving you real facts, I pray that I am forgiven for every horrible act
A lot of people thinking you ain't good enough
Enough street cred, you ain't hood enough
Whats the difference, either die or you living
Either rich or you poor
Its either freedom or prison
And I'm tired of all this lawyer shit
Over my son, this disloyal bitch

[Chorus]
Would you show me the meaning of love
So it doesn't effect me much
What do you do unto us
I never expected
All my hopes and dreams
To fall apart at the seams
To fall apart at the seams
The kindest man I knew

[Verse 2]
Im not a fucking rapper, just a man with problems
I spit food for thought, and its never rotten
They try to slander my name, but they couldn't stop me
Knocked out and still won, and I ain't fucking rocky
I got a lot of hate, the wanna see me dead
Bitch tried to call the cops, and send the feds
Had to go to the doctor, I was taking meds
I was out of my mind, thats what the voices said
Real life, ain't as dope as the movies
Bunch of crack heads, the world is full of pookies
And sometimes I wanna quit, this anger inside is really making me sick
Every rhyme is my life, I really live what I spit
And these vultures can't wait, to really jump on my dick
Thats why my circle is getting smaller
And life still a bitch, I fucked her and never called her
Yeah

[Chorus]
Would you show me the meaning of love
So it doesn't affect me much?
What you do unto us
I never expected
All my hopes and dreams
To fall apart at the seams
To fall apart at the seams
The kindest man I knew