Malignant

But ya know what?
It doesn't matter if you're smart
Dumb, ugly, pretty
It's all the same once you're dead

I was trapped
Because in all this wonderful, beautiful, miraculous world
I alone had no BODY, no SENSES, no feelings
Never for me to plunge my hands in cool water on a hot day
Never for me to play Mozart on the ivory keys of a forte piano. Never for ME to MAKE LOVE
I was in hell, looking at heaven. I was machine and you- Were flesh. And I began to hate
[Laughs] YOUR SOFTNESS. Your viscera
Your fluids. And your flexi-bili-ty
Your ability to wonder, and to wander. Your tendency to hope…