Malédiction

[Verse 1]
Mislead again by my own overconfidence
In my head it repeats since I've been
Locked in this hell a continuous descent
And now I am at the end of my rope
But I need to know

[Chorus]
Where did I loose my way?
I've been searching for my soul for days
And I can't wait to break from these chains
That I create with my memories

[Verse 2]
Now I'm beside myself
How can I find help?
When I'm standing alone
I still need to know

[Chorus]
Oh, when did I loose control?
It's tearing away my soul
Now where is my strength?
I'm asking for help
How can I believe in myself?
How can I believe in myself?

[Verse 3]
Can't you see I'm drowning
Petals fall from the flowers by my bed
Rivers of consciousness carry me to a place to paint over the scars she left
(So I can forget) the path that I'm walking on
Been in the dark for so long
Don't remember where I belong, oh
Don't need to say a word
Anytime that she's around I hear the rhythm of her spell
And it's calling me closer to a point of no return
(All I can expect) is for this godforsaken pages to burn
(I'm a wreck) guessing this is it so I turn
(Just to check) if this is all just a dream
(Deja Vu, oh love) give me something to believe
Oh love give me something to believe
I still need to know

[Chorus]
Where did I loose my way?
I've been searching for my soul for days
And I can't wait to break from these chains
That I create with my memories
Oh, when did I loose control?
It's tearing away my soul
Now where is my strength?
I'm asking for help
How can I believe in myself?

[Bridge]
The agony that she lavishly wrapped me in
Finish the circle so long to the tragedies
(That kept me trapped)
But I still hold her madness inside of me

[Chorus]
Where did I loose my way?
I've been searching for my soul for days
And I can't wait to break from these chains
That I create with my memories
Oh, when did I loose control?
It's tearing away my soul
Now where is my strength?
I'm asking for help
How can I believe in myself?

[Outro]
So much to learn he's observed that he can't be concerned with adverse
Catch 22 at its worst in short it had him feeling worse than worthless
And sometimes it didn't bother him only on the surface
Can he be a better person with purpose?
Well firstly he knows it's not worth it to be throwin' shade this early on
And often gone for too long and its cost him the only reason he adheres to these thoughts when he's wrong, guess we lost him
Barely standing
But can hear the message loud and clear and understand it
"This one is on you, you're the one who planned it"
Plant a seed and watch it flower through the granite
It can't contain it 'cause he had
Nothing to loose then he lost
Something to prove, pay the cost
With all the thought going off in his head
Like dynamite, dead right
Just might be makin' him take this path like cyanide
And as the light pans off and sets over the land
If the curse lasts forever then he'll surely be damned
The pressure is on, he can sense his time running out
As pedals fall down, they begin to cover the ground
Running around worried that nothing he's found
Will turn out to be the cure so he's back tracking now
Thinking aloud, holding out for the deafening sound
Now comes the crowd with rose showers as he takes his last bow