Malam

To be honest
Can't relate to Anyone that i love
Had to admit shit the feeling is rough
Compensate by telling all of me my paycheck's enough
I know im sinking in quicksand of my own mental faults
I know you thought of me as nothing at all
I know my soul gone when i feelin it crawl out of the sheets
Lately ive been struggling feeiling cold head to my feet
Dismissing everybody in terms of what i need

I need myself to stop taking everything seriously
I need that old man wine borderline promethazine
I need that mild and a couple of lighter one is for keeps

A leap of faith is all that i need
A little warning know that i never heed
Never haste even when the sun hits my face
To be honest this what i do day to day thats just the case

Just another ghost in the shell

Just another motherfucker
That be talking to his sink
Like a brother that always pays for his drink
Shouldve cared what u think
A rare breed to all of us that feels i should be extinct

In a circle that sees red when its pink
A different prism i close my eyes
And all i see is just a different prison
Mustve change when it hit em
All i hear is my own thoughts saying that i dont need em
Come to think of it

I haven’t hung with friends man i sure miss them
I really hope they got the time to just sit and listen
Cus my friends are doctor
All they fucking do is write prescription
For your problems
And still let you do brass decisions
Cus they can’t solve em
And i can’t either
Cus life is weird and
It keeps getting weirder
So please understand
If getting help isn’t really what i plan

So i apologize
If im not being myself
Im tryna key myself out from this personal hell
Being here before god starts ringing my bell
Cus when im gone please know i do wish u well
And i apologize
If im beyond any help
And the times i disregarded every part of my health
Every cigarette every whiskey everything else
Cus when im gone please know i do wish you well

[Outro Verse : Bedchamber]
You were out of time
Falling out of line
In the shades of night
Breathing for the light
Set your heart on fire
Burn them, see it glows
Place your hand on time
Don't rush, let it roves