Malady

[Verse 1]
Guess I exist
I realized that I exist
And it's something beautiful
But my mind is playing tricks
I feel so cold, I'm working on it but it's hard
All I ever wanted was to leave a mark

[Verse 2]
I'll abandon what I have
Who I was and who I am
Take it all, yeah, I don't care
It's what it it is, life isn't fair
She picked me up when I was dead
And whatever was left
I give my all, I give myself
Until I'm running out of breath
Until I'm running out of breath

[Chorus]
I try to move on and look forward, but it's hard
It's hard to tell someone you miss them when they're gone

[Verse 3]
Last year I lost myself
I was all alone in hеll
In this lingering tragedy
Therе's nobody that could help

[Chorus]
I try to move on and look forward, but it's hard
It's hard to tell someone you miss them when they're gone

[Bridge]
I swear one day I'll leave it all and wander off
I'll start pretending like nobody ever knew me
This crushing malady is breaking me apart

[Refrain]
I realized that I exist
I realized that I exist
I realized that I exist
I realized that I exist
I realized that I exist