Making Progress

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Feel Like these days just repeat man, yeah
( Verse 1. LASIK)

Feel like these days just repeat, just gotta figure out how to find me, I'm just trying to make it in this game
But I don't want the fame, I just want to make people smile
But I just make beats and retreat, I wish this was working
But so far it isn't
Because right now my life be feeling like a prison
Feel like I'm behind bars and won't be able to get far
I just somebody finds me and I can be happy
Because right now it seems everybody's happy
And for me its not working
Really don't know what's wrong, so that's why I wrote this song
One day I though about quitting rap
But then I thought what will change if I do that
I will never quit this
So before you start your bitchin'
Just know i'll never be put down cause people thinking different, yeah
Just trying to make it but how did I make it this far if I faked it
Uh, but enough of that because i'm gonna rap, yeah
Can do it just as good
But I'm so grateful I was raised in the hood
Remember when I was 5 and I wrote my first story I've always had a passion for writing then
It was like a glory
But I'm so glad your happy for me
And then you talk behind my back
But screw that because I'm always nice to everyone
So don't be doing that, and think twice
I'm just so tired of being over admired, but I have no reason to be
Cause I'm just tired yeah
People think that, but i'm really hurtin'
Carrying my own Burdens, yeah
I Just wanna be happy
But I have to find out how to do it myself without bothering anybody else
Yeah, yeah
Fake it till we make it just know that I will take it
Just trying to make it
But these days are more than basic
Feel like all this hard work will never pay off
But damn it
I'm so far from perfect I just need to know if this is worth it
But so far it's working
But I need to know what's next before I can do the rest
I Just wanted to write this verse to how grateful I am
That I do it for the fans
But don't worry guys cause you'll always be my fam
And that i'll always be around fame or not

(Verse 2: LASIK)

Yeah, thinking bout better days and how i'll make it to a better place
But I gotta wait my turn then place
I'm just trying to make it work
But right now I feel I'm gonna go berserk
I sound different I know
But I get used to it
I'm starting from scratch
Just because we're in the 90's and I know the game of real rap, uh, never turning back
And nobody can hold me back
Forever this has been my passion and that was rappin' yeah
But now I'm gonna do it right
Because if I don't then I can't think twice
I Only have one second chance so I'm gonna use it right
And everybody thank you for supporting while I'm blessing the mic
So I'm gonna take my chance to do this right
Uh
Sorry for the short verse but I gotta go before I for sure burst yeah