Make You Up

Digging through my piles
Eight hundred pieces of paper
I know your picture is here somewhere

Pulling out the tiles
I try to save you for later
But your voice is only in the air

I didn't have you
So I had to make you up
I didn't have you
So I had to make you up

I know I have ignored
These instincts over and over
Now's the time that it's your turn

To turn me down
Your number's nowhere around here
I think that was disappearing ink

I didn't have you
So I tried to make you up
I didn't have you
So I had to make you up
I couldn't find you
Though I tried to look you up
I couldn't have you
So I tried to wake you up