Make the pain stop

[Verse 1]
Never needed drugs
Yeah I need love
They tell me suck it up
But my friends suck
People know I'm strong
But it also very fragile
Always on my own
Got nobody on speed dial
Fears always come to life
I fuck it up I realize
That's the price I have to pay
The memories they fade away
Will I ever be okay?
Nothing's ever here to stay
You said u believe in me
But u end up leaving me

[Bridge]
I don't know if I'm wrong
I don't know if you're right
Doesn't matter anymore
Doesn't matter anymore

[Pre-Chorus]
And yeah I'm gonna move on
Drop my feelings in a song
Always working on myself
Play the cards I been dealt
Lately wanna quit this game
But people really need me sane
Help them thru the pain again
I stand behind my fucking name

[Chorus x1]
Sad ugh chill
Nobody truly knows me no
Free will
My emotions can't control me ye
Stay still
But I keep going up
Don't care bout the guap
Just make the pain stop

[Verse 2]
Damn I feel defeated
I used to feel completed
Staring at the moon alone
Drowning but I stay afloat
Keep my mind occupied
Otherwise I'm horrified
Of all the things I hide inside
Hope I fall asleep tonight
Yeah I felt whole
Now I'm missing my soul
Tryna find my true self
Got too many real forms
Do I really need help?
Man I really don't know
Where did things go wrong?
Where did things go wrong?

[Bridge]
What can I do for you?
What can I do for myself?
What can I do for you?
What can I do?

[Chorus x2]
Sad chill
Nobody truly knows me no
Free will
My emotions can't control me ye
Stay still
But I keep going up
Don't care bout the guap
Just make the pain stop