Make It Up

[Verse 1]
I can understand if you're bored
But I don't ever want to be alone
Heart of plastic
Break bad habits
Always imagine the worst
I'm trying to convince myself
That you're not the one that I think about
Sting of memory
Walks beside me
Always imagine the worst

[Chorus]
I'll make it up to myself
I'll make it up to myself
I'll make it up to myself
I'll make it up to myself

[Verse 2]
Parade of dark thoughts
Lead me away
I'm afraid that I got lost
I just want it to make sense again
Always imagine the worst

[Bridge]
And it destroyed a part of me when you left
You burned your image in my head
I can not forget
It's like rolling down the windows on the highway
It hurts to hear you say that I was only in the way

[Chorus]
I'll make it up to myself
I'll make it up to myself
I'll make it up to myself
I'll make it up to myself