Maintain

[Intro]
Run away from the pain
Cause it feel much better
Run away from the pain
Hey look it’s Anwar
Cause it feel much better

[Verse 1]
And i'll admit, I've been lost in you, stuck up in those eyes
You shake me, wake me up, ain’t no fucking surprise
Said I've been getting too wasted, I don’t wanna face it
Can you tell that I’m feeling fucking anxious

[Chorus]
I've been on the pills I’ll admit it I don’t really wanna fucking feel
Show me something real like these demons and these dollar bills
Tell me what I gotta do to make you my main thing
Cause when I’m all alone I can’t maintain
Ive been on the pills I’ll admit it I don’t really wanna fucking feel
Show me something real like these demons and these dollar bills
Tell me what I gotta do to make you my main thing
Cause when I’m all alone I can’t maintain

[Verse 2]
I’m reading lullabies, 17, summertime
It’s kinda funny how I fucked up my life so many times and it came out right
I got expelled just to graduate early
I went to collage for more knowledge tryna blow up early
So how you tell me that I’m not right
This will be a long fight
Shawty mixed up my drugs like, this will be a long night
Everything you doing hoe, amazing me
But the way you say your words to me so crazily
Oh might overdose, if I don’t I’m coming close
Crash my whip into a parked car, oh shit, bloody nose
You’re the only thing that’s left that’s maybe saving me
But I’m falling in the ocean
Let go

[Chorus]
I've been on the pills I’ll admit it I don’t really wanna fucking feel
Show me something real like these demons and these dollar bills
Tell me what I gotta do to make you my main thing
Cause when I’m all alone I can’t maintain
Ive been on the pills I’ll admit it I don’t really wanna fucking feel
Show me something real like these demons and these dollar bills
Tell me what I gotta do to make you my main thing
Cause when I’m all alone I can’t maintain