Main Character

I was fifteen
By a bathroom sink
Two confessions you were trusting
I couldn't keep it and I lost you too
I still regret it
Still dream about you

I don't wanna be like this
But I am
I am
I don't wanna hurt you like this
But I can

And then nineteen
I knew of your songs
I started writing to get your attention
And when you got sick I
I let you bench your dream
Just to keep you thinking of me

I don't wanna be like this
But I am
I am
I don't wanna hurt you like this
But I can

It's always the same these days
Banging on the glass
It still happens
A sweet mess in the aftertaste
Banging on the glass
Like it matters
Like it matters
Like it matters

And I saw your new love
Shе looks like me but kind
A happy ending
At lеast some peace of mind
But there I go again
Stealing credit
I can't be the hero
I'm too fucking selfish

It's always the same these days
Banging on the glass
It still matters
A sweet mess in the aftertaste
Banging on the glass
Like it matters
Like it matters