Note: This is a concept song, not my own lived experience. I just wanted to convey for a moment the real non-conceptual madness which can possess somebody spiralling into an isolated state under the vices of drug abuse. Especially during the COVID lockdown I felt this imagery would particularly reso...
[Intro]
Lost in the madness, the madness is home
Home is the madness, in the madness, lost;
Madness is the home, is home the madness?
Home is madness the madness is home
[Interlude 1]
[?]
[Verse 1]
Eyes up on the calendar;
One week until shit could get much better -
But I doubt it!
Lines are across like the stars -
Constellations of coke, MD, on the carpet!
Each sniff does remind of the dark pit;
Which my mind is inside; in the cockpit!
Pilot, flyin' through the sky like a rocket!
Reach the lit finish line; I cannot see -
Where the fuck I should land, am I crashing?
Each nightstand has a pack full of toxic bacci bags
And a paper to roll with -
Full circle am I back where I started?
Eyes up on the calendar;
One week until shit could get much better -
But I... wait -
[Interlude 2]
[?]
[Verse 2]
Wake up; voice in my head!
I cannot fix; all this bullshit!
Roll out of bed, I cannot sit!
Strain in my back, and I feel sick! Not sick
Maybe just sad that I've lost it!
Closet; often abandoned and not filled!
Boxes; laying around on the floor which often
Drive into ground that I'm squalid!
Rotten; brain! And my hand has been forced;
Open; pain isn't bad just ignore it!
Madness - Intro was written by Aktivist (Rap).
Aktivist (Rap) released Madness - Intro on Fri Jun 19 2020.