Made A Man

This shit made a man out of me
If you really 'bout what you talkin' 'bout whip some bands out
Niggas ain't help you to get nowhere but got their hand out
People who's in my life but when it got hard them niggas ran out
Forced me to learn to stand on my own, now I standout
I just took some 'shrooms this afternoon it took the fear away
I used to dream in millions, now a million's like a year away
I wipe my mama tears away and send a prayer, I pray to disappear the day
This shit made a man out of me, I guess he's here to stay
Livin' inside of my head wasn't effective, I got a therapist to help me to see this shit from another perspective
I pray to God to help me see the times
A nigga's susceptive, I would distance myself but I don't wanna feel disconnected
If I could talk to my young self
This would be the message I give him
Snowboards or downhill, I'm turnin' a borders
But it's all about my mental
I cannot play the victim, I'd rather be the victor
Makin' 'em shake like I'ma create a quake off the Richter
Poppin' you a pill and I'ma fuck her 'til my dick sore
Smokin' rapper weed, I'm feeling anxious off the indoor
I've been makin' wrongs from all of the blessings I was meant for
Keeping track of other people's wins won't help you to win more
Just got my [?] of this tree now I'm the vendor
This Za Za, Landed on [?] they want me to send more (Facts)
Fuck with a nigga that's willing to help
Somebody pouring the gas on top of the fire and you ain't feeling yourself
To be frank, in a world that's fake you gotta be real with yourself
Grab a chop and off the opps you really killing yourself
Niggas be preaching loyalty but never commit to they self
Finding the flaws in everyone else, but don't wanna deal with they self
I been hella shit but I ain't been afraid
When life threw that curveball at me bitch I was Willy Mays
It got slammed out
Niggas ain't helped you get nowhere but got they hands out
People was in my life but when it got hard them niggas ran out
Forced me to learn to stand on my own, now I stand out
I done took some 'shrooms this afternoon it took the fear away
I used to dream in millions, now a million's like a year away
I wipe my mama tears away and send a prayer, I pray to disappear the day
This shit made a man out of me
(This shit made a man out of me)