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There for you no matter the weather
Keep this to myself while i hold myself together
I know im bad im sorry, been tryna be better
I hope you understand it all inside this letter

My shirt is steady gettin redder
Can't get my mind off all of the feelins in your sweater
All the tears, all the words that you said
Im wonderin if all the things i feel even matter

Was it all a lie?
Was i fibbin to myself whenever i hear you cry
I kept a lot from you, i wish that i could try
To tell you how i felt instead of making you use your eyes (But i can't)

I was scared, i still feel terrified
I see all the damage, and it makes me wanna die
Somehow i still can't find the courage to say hi
I dont think that you would even wanna see me try

Wish i could understand
Wish i could be there for you, wish i could hold your hand
Universes passing, Id be a better man
But i can't dwell on that, i gotta force my hand

Just know that i just want you to feel good
I want you finding comfort, want you under a hood
Warmth inside of arms, without misunderstood
A patch of burning grass every place that i stood (Im fucking sorry)

There for you no matter the weather
Keep this to myself while i hold myself together
I know im bad im sorry, been tryna be better
I hope you understand it all inside this letter

My shirt is steady gettin redder
Can't get my mind off all of the feelins in your sweater
All the tears, all the words that you said
Im wonderin if all the things i feel even matter