LYS

There is a hell, believe me, I've seen it
I'll face it every night in my head when I'm dreamin'
I stay drowning in these thoughts, they turn to crazy fears
And if you could read my mind, I swear you'd be in tears
I'm just haunted by relationships that tore apart
She got flowers in her hair but demons in her heart
Blame me for never showin' up I rather be at home
Cause broken things like me, I swear they better of alone

I forgive but I never forget what's said and done
I gave it everything I swear I thought you were the one
My momma tripped and she just wanna see her son again
I see happy people I wish I was one of them
They say to make a happy song, that I ain't even close
They said to be myself, but that is what I hate the most
I swear I'm tired but I cannot seem to sleep
I hear that storm coming, wish these thoughts would let me be

And when it rain's it's my window pane
They said nothing would be the same (Oooh)
And when I'm lost, in the shy of the dark
And everything fall's apart
I know that nothing will be the same

I done found my share of guilt inside my conscientious
I get stressed out when I think about what my problem is
Hiding bridges, but I try to find my way across
Why lie about my feelings when I'm feeling lost
I got fans across the world and ask me why I'm sad
Because I always want what I can never have
We so distracted, we bound to pay the price
So busy making a living, forgot to make a life
God says you gotta love yourself, but don't know what It means
Escaping in my sleep, but even hated in my dreams
I hope ya'll don't know what it's like, to be addicted to this life
When you are contemplating suicide or live another night
They gon' hate me if I change my style, even as I must

Well they love to see my pain and why I'm terrible with trust
No doubt I'm awful with these women and I never open up
To my emotions gets so bottled up that I can't give no more fucks

Love yourself, and when it rains it's my window pane
They said nothing would be the same (Nothing, nothing, No Oooh)
But when I'm lost I'm inside the dark, and everything falls apart
And I know nothing will be the same

Gotta love yourself (Gotta love yourself)
Nobody else will, Nobody else, nobody else will (Oooh, yeah)
Gotta love yourself Yeah, cause nobody else will, Yeah
Nobody else, Nobody else, Nobody else
Love yourself