LYING TO MYSELF

[Intro]
Ooh, ooh
Oh, oh
Ooh, ooh
Oh, oh, oh

[Chorus]
I've been crying
I've been lying
To myself
Oh, oh, oh
I can’t go
On much more
On much more
Oh, whoa, oh

[Verse 1]
Medicinal, habitual
A ritual, we sit and pull
Every night we sit and pull
Every night the fit is cold
Many men are pitiful
Henny bottle, never full
Jenny Craig this weight I pull
Remy send me to the floor
Bentley pass it, then I score
Gently pass it, roll some more
Elementary, immature
Against me, mistake is yours
I’m jay walking by myself, my shadow and smoke behind me
I’m okay, talking to myself, I just needed to find me
Weed glow, need mo’, read, hoe
My lyrics deeper than Pacific
Tryna write me off, I won’t get specific
Lately I've been in a rut
Always feeling on the rush
Always feel I’m not doing much
Had to learn to be my own crutch
In the paint I got that soft touch
With the pen I got that soft brush, hmm
Yeah, okay, I’m jay walking by myself, plotting and scheming
Like, what’s my next move? I can’t just sit here bleeding
I thought my people need me, but they can’t hear me screaming
So I’m jay walking by myself, won’t stop till I’m leaving, like-