Lying to myself

I take back the things I said
Forever knowing how it's going to end
I like to play pretend, but I'm lying to myself
Make packs to make amends
Forever knowing how it's going to end
I like to play pretend, but I'm lying to myself

Pass it down the line, I need a drag just to calm my nerves down
Make me feel alive, cus everything keeps getting worse now
I can't sleep till nine, sometimes I just can't help but [?]
I'd say that I'm alive, but I'd be lying to myself

I take it back, I take it all back now
Cus I'm a pro at letting myself down
I'll make it back, I'll make it all back, but I'm lying to myself

I take it back, I take it all back now
Cus I'm a pro at letting myself down
I'll make it back, I'll make it all back, but I'm lying to myself

I take back the things I said
Forever knowing how it's going to end
I like to play pretend, but I'm lying to myself
Make packs to make amends
Forever knowing how it's going to end
I like to play pretend, but I'm lying to myself

I take it back, I take it all back now
Cus I'm a pro at letting myself down
I'll make it back, I'll make it all back, but I'm lying to myself