Lying to Myself

[Verse 1]
First of all, I miss you
And secondly, I never want to see your face again
I get that it makes no sense
Oh but I've been trying to forget that I remember you exist
I'm just exhausted cuz you said you needed me
And I took that way too seriously

[Chorus]
So forgive me for saying I'm sorry
I don't need nobody, except maybe you
Is it true love if I don't love anyone else?
Maybe it's time that I stop lying to myself

[Verse 2]
I'll make another playlist
With words I'd say directly to your face if I was brave enough
But instead I will give it a title that matchеs yours
Then listen with my headphonеs in
And wonder what I'm crying for
I'm just exhausted cuz you said you needed me
And I took that way too seriously

[Chorus]
So forgive me for saying I'm sorry
I don't need nobody, except maybe you
Is it true love if I don't love anyone else?
Maybe it's time that I stop lying to myself

[Bridge]
Circle back to the topic of how you seem to move on
Cuz I've been acting psychotic
Been talking to people who've been long gone
I'm not even talking to you, I'm talking to myself
Cuz I'm afraid of you
I'm afraid of the truth

[Chorus]
So forgive me for saying I'm sorry
I don't need nobody, except maybe you
Is it true love if I don't love anyone else?
Maybe it's time that I stop lying to myself