​lying to my friends

[Verse 1]
I think I’ve been lying to my friends
Saying I’m fine and playing pretend
I go out on the weekends
Just to try and fit in and I don’t know if they can tell
I think I’ve been lying to myself

And I admit sometimes I have fun getting dressed up in nothing but black
And listening to music with people I don’t know in a tiny room that’s overpacked
But mostly I feel overwhelmed these people talking at me
I’m just tryna be happy but I’m nervous
And no matter how hard I try somethings still bugging me inside
Why

[Drop]
Why
Why

[Verse 2]
I think I’ve been struggling in my head
Thinking bout what everybody else is thinking instead
I spend all of my time on my Friday night staring at a piece of glass on a wall
And I’m standing in the bathroom of a stranger wondering who I should call

[Drop]
Why (Do I even have to feel like this)
Why (I don’t want to I promise )
Why (I swear that I just can’t quit)
Why (Why)

[Outro]
I think I’ve been lying to my friends