Lying

Maybe I close my eyes when you kiss me
'Cause I'm thinking of him
Maybe I never stopped wondering
Maybe if they ask me if I love you
I'd say yes
Maybe I'm lying

And oh, I'm a white lie burning red
And oh, I'm a force to be reckoned with
Oh but darling, I'm loving him
And you're not him

Maybe you were right to be scared
That I'd walk away
Maybe I'm just too scared
You honestly need me to stay
Maybe I know now he can never be mine
Maybe without him, I'm honestly fine
Maybe I'm lying

And oh, I'm a white lie burning red
And oh, I'm a force to be reckoned with
Oh, maybe I am gonna figure myself out
But until then, I'm loving him
Call me crazy, but I'm loving him
You're not him

'Cause I said I need you so many times
'Cause I honestly thought I would mean it by now
But you're not him and I'm no good at faking anymore

And oh, I'm a white lie burning red
And oh, I'm a force to be reckoned with
Oh, maybe I am gonna figure myself out
But until then, I'm loving him
Call me crazy, but I'm loving him
I might be crazy, but I'm crazy about him
And you're not him