Lying

Speaking with no words hoping you can feel what I’ve said
That I’m lost losing my head
Pulling on the truth, start unraveling what I meant
I’ll collapse into regret

Are you close enough to feel me now
If I open up will you hear me out

I could tell you that I’m doing better but I’m lying
I can see I’m pushing you further
But I’m trying, still fighting
Just keep loving me like you do
If you keep loving me I’ll pull through

Won’t be in your sight ‘cause I’m never steady for long
When chaos becomes my home
Facing down with lies ‘cause they’re easier to explain
Honesty could never numb this pain

Are you close enough to feel me now
If I open up you’ve only got this one chance to hear me out

My only truth lies in the fear that I could lose you
Oh, my only truth lies in the fear that I could lose you