​lying

[Part I]

[Verse 1]
You said all of those words, but don't mean them
Waiting for you all this time, I was patient
I don't wanna talk to you, no conversations
I don't want your love, her room gon' end up vacant

[Chorus]
I know that you hate me, say you love me, know you're lying
Don't wanna hit you up, I'm tired of all the fighting
Unreciprocated, I don't know why I'm still trying
Giving up on everything, I'm no longer scared of dying
Yeah, and I'm back and better than ever
It was raining in my heart, but I still offered you my only sweater
Yeah, and I'm popping pills, I take whatever
You don't gotta lie to me, know you don't care whatsoever

[Verse 2]
Fucked up, thinking 'bout you running out of love
I can't stop thinking 'bout you, guess I'm running out of luck
I get stuck in my head, know you don't give a fuck
I been laying in my bed, the words you said got me stumped
And everybody around me seems to have it figured out
Can't relate to anybody, I’m the one that’s singled out
But you were there for me when everything would go south
But I guess u say one thing and mean another
Now you're out of my life
Now you're gone from my side
Probably with another guy
I know that I fucked up, but to you I know I'll never lie
I know I can't do nothing to fix the past, why do I try?
But if you ever hit me up again I know I'll reply

[Chorus]
I know that you hate me, say you love me, know you're lying
Don't wanna hit you up, I'm tired of all the fighting
Unreciprocated, I don't know why I'm still trying
Giving up on everything, I'm no longer scared of dying
Yeah, and I'm back and better than ever
It was raining in my heart, but I still offered you my only sweater
Yeah, and I'm popping pills, I take whatever
You don't gotta lie to me, know you don't care whatsoever

[Part II]

[Verse]
I'm struggling to pick up all the pieces again
And after all that you said, how can I still be your friend?
And now I'm up, you say "What's up?" you tryna make amends
But I know if you text me, I'm here, it don't matter when
Did all the time I spend with you mean nothing at all?
I care way too much, you wouldn't budge, my mind is taking a toll
I drown all my sorrows in this bottle, take some Adderall
And when he fucks up, you'll be back to me, but I won't answer your calls