LXST SOUL

No one understands the way I feel and I don’t blame you
I just wanna smile someday and feel it in my heart too
But the demons that I carry won’t ever let me sing a happy tune
I try to bury all the voices with the echoes off ur love
But I can’t feel it anymore cuz ur gone and it hurts
Pain is toxic to the brain
It’s a never ending curse, I know
I just wanna stop the time
Throw it in reverse n go

Fuck this stupid life
It’s not worth it in the end
I don’t even feel like I’m alive
Think it’s better if I’m dead

I know if you wеre here you would’vе tried to save me
But I’m worthless as I am now grab the knife I think am ready

I wonder if your waiting
Or if I’m off to nothing
But I rather rest in darkness
Then live with all the suffering

I’m a lost soul
I’m a black hole
Deep in darkness I’ve been drowning
N I lost hope
You wanna die bro?
I’m afraid so
That’s what I told my best friend about a year ago
X2