LUx3

[Anonymous Female]
What are you saying? To be honest what?

[Verse]
Look
Four years ago I made the biggest mistake of my life
Damn,I let you walk right out
I let you see what this world's about
How silly of me
Thinking we could ever be something special
Was hard to get it out my mental
You made me feel delusional like (Damn)
Was on my usual shenanigans
And I wasn't doing you right
Messing 'round with these manikins
So close-minded, blinded
By the fact that all you ever wanted was me
It cut you deep when I lost my virginity
Like God damn, why he always chose these hoes over me
Young & dumb
See at the time, I was having so much fun
Not thinking how it was affecting you
You thought I was neglecting you but never that
I always wanted to be next to you
You precious like every last breath of my life
Shit I gambled you away on a dice
Yo remember when we had that conversation on the gym floor
I wish I would've said more
I didn't mean a word
Cause your home girl caught me kissing Ashley by the gym doors
I knew what I was in for
But never was I here to waste your time
Cause I knew me
I would've crushed your heart and soul
And what we could be
This love is deeper than you think
Baby girl trust me
Guess thats the wrong phrase
If loving you is wrong
I don't wanna live the right way
Been thinking bout' you all day from am to pm
Dodging all the joints that be sliding in my dms
Cause they could never be you
A rare breed
Type of chick to have my seed, indeed
No if, and's, or but's about it
Act like your memory is clouded
You know whats up, I want you
You remind me of a girl that I once knew
Guess you could say I got it bad
And I wish that you did too
But..