Luv Myself

[Chorus]
The only thing I really love right now is my wealth
How I'ma love you if I don't love myself
I was tryna trust you when I ain't trust myself
Had to focus on me and what the fuck I felt
I was living too fast, had to slow down
If I only knew then what I know now
I wouldn't change shit, play the cards undealt
I'm still learning how to love myself, how to love myself

[Verse 1]
I got a baddie on FaceTime, 'nother one texting
Another in the kitchen, she making me breakfast
Meanwhile I'm sitting there, thinking 'bout my ex bitch
What the fuck is wrong with me, it's really perplexing
Dealing with the [?]
Maybe I'm just anxious, maybe it's depression
Maybe my genetics are the reason that I'm stressing
Dying from the inside out, this shit is [?]
I just wanna move with the wind like a tempest
Thinking 'bout an exit, feeling like Brexit
Perspective is tough 'cause the mental is connected to the physical
And when they intersect they can be critical
One day if you think of me, the way that I think of you
One day if you missing me, the way that I'm missing you
It's interesting, in a couple minutes I'll probably be on some different shit
Like fuck it, I ain't missing shit, let's go

[Chorus]
The only thing I really love right now is my wealth
How I'ma love you if I don't love myself
I was tryna trust you when I ain't trust myself
Had to focus on me and what the fuck I felt
I was living too fast, had to slow down
If I only knew then what I know now
I wouldn't change shit, play the cards undealt
I'm still learning how to love myself, how to love myself

[Bridge]
How to love myself
How to love myself
How to love myself
I'm still learning how to love myself, how to love myself

[Verse 2]
I know exactly what's inside of me
But still I'm giving you a different side of me
Hide and seek with my emotions, wasn't proud to me
But I guess trying to hide 'em just made you hide from me
Finally I see anxiety is my disease
They tell you meditate, try and breathe
Heave a fattie, you can medicate, try the leaf
All your issues, with a thirty, the supply at ease
So whenever you feeling helpless, remember how important [?] love for yourself is
Self-love doesn't make you selfish
And neglecting yourself don't make you selfless
All love is always about balance
A broken heart ain't always about malice
My [?] is half empty, need to refill
Sometimes you gotta break down just to rebuild

[Chorus]
The only thing I really love right now is my wealth
How I'ma love you if I don't luv myself
I was tryna trust you when I ain't trust myself
Had to focus on me and what the fuck I felt
I was living too fast, had to slow down
If I only knew then what I know now
I wouldn't change shit, play the cards undealt
I'm still learning how to love myself, how to love myself