[Veezuh]
So often
I'm feeling lost
And I cannot ever stop it
I'm counting bands
But it doesn't seem to help it
I need a break
I need a respite
Say I'm okay, so i can hide it
Thoughts in my brain
They so divided
And I know
They dont care much
And I try
But I'm not enough
[Veezuh]
I wanna die, but I know that'd suck
I can't pick sides, I'm indecisive
Feel like my life is in a crisis
I've never felt more than average
If I was gone would you notice
These pills they hurt my focus
Your feelings they all bogus
So why you tryna hold this
Just stop tryna play me
Why'd you call me baby
You coudn't even keep me safe
So how could you save me
How could you betray mе
[Veezuh]
I believed еvery word
And then you just left me in the dirt
You told me that you care
For what it's worth
[Veezuh]
So often
I'm feeling lost
And I cannot ever stop it
I'm counting bands
But it doesn't seem to help it
I need a break
I need a respite
Say I'm okay, so i can hide it
Thoughts in my brain
They so divided
And I know
They dont care much
And I try
But I'm not enough
Because thats the way its meant to be
[Veezuh]
So often
I'm feeling lost
And I cannot ever stop it
I'm counting bands
But it doesn't seem to help it
I need a break
I need a respite
Say I'm okay, so i can hide it
Thoughts in my brain
They so divided
And I know
They dont care much
And I try
But I'm not enough