LUST

[Intro]
And when it's all over
With you
Yeah, I'm not sober but
It's true

[Pre-Chorus]
You got me wonderin'
When you comin' back
Why you gotta leave?
It's hard to figure out just how you feel about me
And I don't wanna ask
'Cause I don't wanna reach
It's hard to figure out just how you feel about me
Oh oh

[Chorus]
I keep losing to lust
Yeah
Oh oh
But it's never enough
For me to move on

[Interlude]
I don't gotta please everybody
But it feels like everybody
Wants a piece of
What I keep close
And I need most
To keep me breathin'

[Verse 1]
Yeah
All this people pleasing
It's got me begging, reaching
Why they don't even feel it?
Like what's the point in reason?
I'm deep in women's DMs
Should probably be sleeping
I got a life to build instead of feeling so conceited
And so defeated
Could carry on for days
How many times I let somebody take control and steal my face?
So I'm starting clean slate
Moving to a different state
Don't chase a pretty face
Put food out on yo' plate

[Refrain]
I'm learning I gotta put myself up high
Carry for [?] sell inside
I don't need to televise
Most of y'all just telling lies
But really got hella size
So I think it's best if I
Step aside

[Pre-Chorus]
You got me wonderin'
When you comin' back
Why you gotta leave?
It's hard to figure out just how you feel about me
And I don't wanna ask
'Cause I don't wanna reach
It's hard to figure out just how you feel about me
Oh oh

[Chorus]
I keep losing to lust
Yeah
Oh oh
But it's never enough
For me to move on

[Verse 2]
I moved in cycles
Never checking all my vitals
Treat 'em as they treat you, never treat 'em like yo' idols
I'm tryna be like Michael
All that petty shit will stifle
So this boy got tunnel vision like the barrel of a rifle
Life happens when the dice roll
Don't care about the typos
Never lose yo' spark, that's how you sparking up yo' lightbulb
Wonder where I might go
Felt there was a tightrope
Depressing on my couch like "How the hell I'd let my life go?"
Waking up in fight mode
At times I felt just pyscho
Focusing on scoring, not the type to count my [?]
So now I keep the lights low
Flying where the kites go
They always gonna hate, it's rare enough they ever bite, though

[Refrain]
I'm learning I gotta put myself up high
Carry for [?] sell inside
I don't need to televise
Most of y'all just telling lies
But really got hella size
So I think it's best if I
Step aside

[Pre-Chorus]
You got me wonderin'
When you comin' back
Why you gotta leave?
It's hard to figure out just how you feel about me
And I don't wanna ask
'Cause I don't wanna reach
It's hard to figure out just how you feel about me
Oh oh

[Chorus]
I keep losing to lust
Yeah
Oh oh
But it's never enough
For me to move on