Lullaby - English Translate

[Verse 1]
Can you still hear me, mama?
Have I told you I'm sorry?
The sound of you crying
That I have never heard before

I knew, but I denied
The sound of your heartbreaking
The sound that you tried to hide
Till the end just from me

[Verse 2]
Before you became a mother
You were just a girl with a little dream in your heart
Before you became a mother
You were just a girl who wanted to live her lifе
Before you becamе a mother
You were just a girl who wanted to become a woman
Before you were my mother
You were just a girl that wanted her name to be known

[Pre-Chorus]
You grew up before you even healed
You carried me on your back without a name
The world only knew you as my mother
What happened to your name?
Where you at?

[Chorus]
I, I, I still cannot find my way at a crossroad
I, I, I was never your safe heaven
Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry my mama
Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry my mama

[Verse 3]
Can you still hear me, mama?
The sound I miss the most
The sound of the door closing
After you watched me sleep

[Verse 4]
I locked my door and pretend to sleep to avoid your scolding
I avoided your meals because I was tired of the same food
Instead of me, you ate sitting across from your own loneliness
Your big warm hand that used to hold my hand
Now your hand has become smaller and I never held it first

[Bridge]
I, I, I grew up even before I healed
What will I, I, I do I get lost again?
(Just for today) when I look at you from behind
(I will) I don’t know why
(Be the night) The sound of you crying
Why did I never try to listen to that sound?

(All of your heart) You always had to be strong
(Rest it on me) But you were always afraid
(So you can fall asleep) I never did anything
I'm sorry mama for not being your safe heaven

[Chorus]
I, I, I still cannot find my way at a crossroad
I, I, I was never your safe heaven
Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry my mama
Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry my mama

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