Lucky Me

Wake up, cough the shit out of my lungs
Stacked up on the gas, but what I'm lacking is the love
Can you tell me where I can find some?
Can you tell me when I got so numb?

You only loved me with my tail between my legs
When I couldn't leave my bed for fucking days
When I would cling to every single word you say
When I spent every night alone in pain

(Why am I feeling this way?)
Must be the money, threw it all away
Oh, lucky me

Open up, pour my poor heart out
Spilling out my guts as I drain my bank account
Can't afford to die, can't afford to leave my house
Lost my little , spent it all on the

I was a nightmare back I was sober
Now I'm always high to forget that it's over
Anything to make time go a little slower
Tell you all my secrets, wake up with a hangover

(Why do I live this way?)
Must be the money, threw it all away
Oh, lucky me