Low

It’s been kind of low here without you
It’s been kind of low here alone
During the day I can try to imagine
That I’ll speak to you on the telephone
But it’s been kind low since you left me
And I’m tired of love and I’m tired of men
But I will be fine, of course, I’m healing
Until you decide to show up again
And five short hours in bed is more than I can ignore
I know I should’ve played dead when life knocked me on the floor
But I’ve my moments of fun when I laugh at my own jokes
Without you around I should have been fine
It should have been fun
It’s been kind of low here without you
It’s been kind of high in my brain
It’s been kind of low trying to keep it together
It’s been of high, I think I’m going insane
If I have to clean one more kitchen
To keep myself sane and under control
If there’s one more mess, one more love story
I’ll blow up my luck with my heart of gold
It’s been kind of low here without you
And somehow I feel I’m losing control
It’s been kind of nuts, it’s been kind of high
It’s been kind of low
And five short hours in bed is more than I can ignore
I know I should’ve played dead when life knocked me on the floor
But I’ve my moments of fun when I laugh at my own jokes
Without you around I should have been fine
It should have been fun
It’s been kind of low here without you
It’s been kind of low in this hole
It’s been kind of low trying to keep it together
It’s been kind of high, but I’m under control
I love myself because I’m worth it
And there is one thing I’d like you to know
If you’re feeling down, you deserve
‘Cause it’s been kind of high, it’s been kind of high
I got dropped way too high and I didn’t fly
It’s been kind of high
It’s been kind of low