Lovers Lane (Vanity)

[Verse]
It seems like getting heartbroken and doing drugs are my proclivities
I'm slowly becoming numb to all of your toxicity
But then again I know that it's a part of me
I'm so used to you leaving
When you're gone it doesn't bother me
I passed it
I'm losing my mind from this recent passing
I'm fasting
From the blood and the bread
That bond is broken
I'm open
To all your suggestions
Just make a slit
Let's sit down and talk about some pointless shit, uh
The type of shit that won't change
Pressure swelling up, just blow like propane
Kill a nigga, Zay take it easy
I wanna peel a nigga
Just to show her who the rеaler nigga
But then again, that's the worst way to makе friends
She won't accept you
I don't even know why I kept you
I was scared of being alone
So I creating another zone
Were not friends
Were "boyfriend" and "girlfriend"
I resent that title to no end

{Chorus]
Take me to lovers lane and blow my brains
Brain matter, all over the dash
It's mixed with blood splatter
It doesn't matter
I lost everything there is to have
So I'm a have not
Crying out an ocean while I'm listening to Slipknot
Things won't change
The true definition of insanity
So many people are consumed by all their vanity
It irks me
Hurt me
I said it before, please be careful how you handle me
Fragile on the inside
I should probably tell my family
I'm experiencing all these changes
I'm too heartbroken
I wouldn't be able to take the look on all their faces
Regardless, I suck the pain up and remain heartless