​lover/loner

[Verse 1]
Woke up late again
'Cause I couldn't go to sleep til 4am
And I'm always stuck in my head
Wish I knew what it was like to not be such a mess
'Cause Thursday, I'll go out
Drink too much and call someone that I shouldn't now
The next day, I'll wake up and wonder what I was thinking

[Chorus]
Part of me wishes I was someone else
While the other part's always narcissistic as hell
The angel's always trying to fight the devil on my shoulder
One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner
Part of me's depressed while the other side's happy
Fear of missing out but I hate going to parties
The angel's always trying to fight the devil on my shoulder
One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner

[Verse 2]
Saw a picture on my phone
That I took of the sky in San Francisco
It always seems like the things I miss most
Are the ones that feel so simple
But Friday, I stayed home
When all my friends were out trying to get me to go
Then I feel so alone, and wonder what I was thinking

[Chorus]
Part of me wishes I was someone else
While the other part's always narcissistic as hell
The angel's always trying to fight the devil on my shoulder
One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner
Part of me's depressed while the other side's happy
Fear of missing out but I hate going to parties
The angel's always trying to fight the devil on my shoulder
One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner

[Outro]
(Part of me's depressed) while the other side's happy
(Fear of missing out) but I hate going to parties
(The angel's always try to fight) the devil on my shoulder
(One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner)