Lover

[Verse 1: S God]
July 26th, birthday of the first
Of three kids but my parents still made it all work
From early age, had the passion of a star in the making
Billboards and commercials as a kid was amazing
Mama told me I was gifted, keep your head on, stay committed
So my dreams got vivid
Mind always drifted
I'm a dreamer
So my head up in the clouds
And as a kid couldn't anything bring me down
Dad is in the music so it's runnin' through the blood
Once I saw the way it touched a crowd I couldn't get enough
Knew I had to do it, had to find the gem
Started off on my computer tryna make EDM
I was chasin' a feelin'
Somethin' oh so appealin'
Type of spiritual healin' that touch your soul when you hearin'
From the beginning always been about the art of the craft
I wanna give a piece of me to you, hopin' it lasts
But

[Hook: S God]
The story of my life might not end well
Songs that I write might not go sell
Put in all the work and I still might fail
I might not have much at the end to tell
A loser and a lover at the end of the day
Just a kid with a dream that got somethin' to say
Tryna make myself somethin' 'fore the time is too late
But I guess we'll see in time the result of my fate
'Cause
The story of my life might not end well
Songs that I write might not go sell
Put in all the work and I still might fail
I might not have much at the end to tell
A loser and a lover at the end of the day
Just a kid with a dream that got somethin' to say
Tryna make myself somethin' 'fore the time is too late
But I guess we'll see in time the result of my fate

[Verse 2: S God]
See my mother and my father, I been puttin' 'em through it
I got a lot of expectations I ain't trying to ruin
This life way too short not to give back to 'em
For everything they done for me despite the toll it took
Their devotion of time
Every dollar and dime
Every bit of the struggle
Every ounce of the trouble
That I been in, gave 'em
Steady misbehaving
Anytime there's malice in the words that I'm sayin'
I love 'em to death, though I may not express
Every minute and second but I ain't never forgettin'
The gift they gave me of presence
I know it never was easy
Backing me through all my searchin', learnin' workin' and dreaming
And I'm sorry
I kept the music a secret
Wasn't sure if you'd support the dream I deeply believed in
But the fact you in the crowd make a smile appear
And hearin' that you're proud got me shedding a tear
For real
Tell me who gon be there when I die
Will you love me more than when I was alive
Will I have done enough in the world to survive
Past the end
Will I stay inside the minds
Of family and friends
Or will I be forgotten
Never comin' back again
The life of a loser
Let me paint the picture
Self-pity consumer
Who don't know he's wrong so he's more likely quicker
To injure the feelings of loved ones
Even though he just wants someone
Cause I'm a lover at heart
The need to make smiles been there from the start
That's why I wanna make this music, bringin' soul to the masses
So I can share a feelin' 'fore I lay in a casket
Show that you can do it if you follow your passion
'Cause the only way you fail is if you never take action
But

[Hook: S God]
The story of my life might not end well
Songs that I write might not go sell
Put in all the work and I still might fail
I might not have much at the end to tell
A loser and a lover at the end of the day
Just a kid with a dream that got somethin' to say
Tryna make myself somethin' 'fore the time is too late
But I guess we'll see in time the result of my fate
'Cause
The story of my life might not end well
Songs that I write might not go sell
Put in all the work and I still might fail
I might not have much at the end to tell
A loser and a lover at the end of the day
Just a kid with a dream that got somethin' to say
Tryna make myself somethin' 'fore the time is too late
But I guess we'll see in time the result of my fate

[Outro: S God]
Scared to live
Scared to die
Might fade to black
Might touch the sky
Not content with life
Till the message eternal
And I blow up so that I can help my family circle
Ion wanna feel detached, wanna feel like I fit
So in my afterlife ion gotta worry a bit
I'm 19 but the number that I love 26
Cause I was born and found my love on that day, it's a trip
I said I'm
Scared to live
Scared to die
Might fade to black
Might touch the sky
Not content with life
Till the message eternal
And I blow up so that I can help my family circle
Ion wanna feel detached, wanna feel like I fit
So in my afterlife ion gotta worry a bit
I'm 19 but the number that I love 26
Cause I was born and found my love on that day, it's a trip
Legit
And R.I.P. to Tia Liz