Lovely Walls

I look at the sea of grey
That  is solace to the touch
A  superficial security
But it offers not that much
You say it's not important
You  say it's just a phase
Your  ignorance is not the reason
Not to leave this place
The  lack of disappointment
Is more bitter than it sounds
To be exhaled into a world
Where everybody drowns

And  onto these lovely walls
That shield me from the outside
And onto these lovely walls
That try to keep me in
Listening has never been your virtue
Always out of sight
Do I ever met your expectations?
We never had a fight
I never knew if your intention
Headed towards me
The other one was so much louder
And so much more to see