​lovely day

[Verse 1: Biv]
Don't know a single head up in this bitch
Funny how they only speak when you dip, whether it's
High praise or high shit, they gonna sit with my body stiff
Lessons learned but on my side we never moving first
That's my problems, leave you slumped alone the curb but violence never works
You see me at my worst I'm sorry if you feel the curse
I swear I put in the work, some nights just never end
And then it fucking hurts, it fucking hurts, yuh
But wake up in the morning, my phone's chirps
Instead of birds, I know my worth, but it's all for nothing
When they put you in thе dirt, I'm sick of putting problems first, huh
I'm sick of putting problems first, yuh
Shit changed mе man, I guess I'm barely there
My Grandmama died, now I try chasing up the stairs
Tryna take my own life cause' pain was getting much to bear
Don't talk about my fears, better off just leave em' in the air, yeah
Don't talk about my fears, better off just leave em' in the air, yeah
Don't talk about my fears, better off just leave em' in the air, yeah
Told em' I had it, years passed me the damage
Got friends that's moving on and other friends that stay the addicts
Thought the pressure was off, now I'm stuck inside the static
Do I live out my wrongs or do I fall into my habits, yeah

[Bridge: BLCKK]
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, woah

[Verse 2: BLCKK]
Smoke out the window I'm thinking bout' where the bear in me (Yeah, yeah)
Since I don't live up the standards, I said to carry me (Woah, woah)
I left my message of [?] who'd have bought for shit, (Yeah)
So keep that bitch out my funeral I don't sponsor him
I felt like nobody knew who I was
That's why I'm constantly writing as if I'm really gone
That's why I'm constantly thinking 'bout when to fucking buzz
That's why I'm hanging windows in other neighborhoods, uh, I
Now I don't wanna talk to old friends
Keep my phone on DND and duck I'm making new amends (Yeah, yeah)
If y'all can feel it two fucking percent
Then how you jumping out and skidding, slipping, [?] on wet cement
Cut me out of pictures, fix your holidays (Yeah)
Static in my guts, it's fucking black and gray
Grateful I got half the way and made a pay but no one told me long as I keep living nothing fucking change

[Outro: BLCKK]
(Woah woah, yeah yeah)
(Woah woah, woah)
(Woah woah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah)
(Yeah)
(Woah)
(Yeah)