Loveless

[Verse 1]
I was always driven by facts
You always said that you got me
Truly, you never really got that, no
Well-known fact by ones who know how I act
I won’t blame shit for that, I was messed up in the head
You only saw me driven by being lost instead
Now, take a deep breath

Cuz I’m gonna tell some deep shit bout it
Didn’t know that such drug would cause this effect
I was mesmerized by the high you could bring me with this thread
I’m applauded by the way I’m so abstract
We lied to ourselves telling that the frack would contain our mess
And how it would be intact if we didn’t be so interested, yeah

And focus on the pieces that were missing
I was so jacked by the feeling
So attracted by the feeling
I forgot bout how I was feeling
I forgot bout how you’d see it
But I cannot lie, I was living, yeah
Though I was high, but I was just chilling, yeah, was just chilling

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m sorry that you didn’t know yourself
I’m sorry I was in a bad mood with myself
I always told you this shit wasn’t my thing, yeah
And now all your friends just come for me

Besides all that I’ve been so weak
Kept thinking bout your sins for some weeks
Can’t help to stick to the fact you always wanted everything
Till you get it there’s no one you’ll hear saying shit

[Bridge]
Fuck what they saying cuz we know that we got it
Fuck what they think cuz we know we got it
Fuck our mistakes cuz we know that we got it
Looking so close that you leave me forgotten

[Chorus]
By our mistakes we learn how not to be so sick
By our mistakes I’ve learned not to see you like this
I maybe miss my friend and I could miss everything
I miss myself but I don’t miss every damn thing, no

[Climax]
So tell me, tell me why
You insist on coming every season
Feeling myself but I know I can’t reach you
Used to let freedom be guidance to reason
Every damn thing we knew lost in a minute
People keep treating love like it’s a business
Can’t understand the world I am living
But I’ll hold on to what reminisced
Hope truth set us free from predictions

[Verse 2]
I wonder if I lost my senses
My vision clear, you wearing lenses
Bet they toasted when I got depressed
Still, I’m bath in blessings, hope you don’t forget that
Believe me or not I still meant what I said
The truth on our minds, we always ahead
Think there’s no way to offset that
Hope you don’t want to unsaid that, no, no

Even the cold can burn
Even our words can burn
Even our blood can burn
Even a touch can burn

Even if the night turns, yeah
Even if the light goes out
No need for ashes to know that it’s done
No need to be gone to know that it’s done, no, no

[Bridge]
You tell me that you gone and you don’t even wanna
You tell me that you gone and you don’t even wanna know
But I can hear you saying shit and talk about it all around, all around, yeah

[Chorus]
By our mistakes we learn how not to be so sick
By our mistakes I’ve learned how not to see you like this
I miss my friend and I could miss everything
I miss myself but I don’t really miss every damn thing

[Outro]
And now you’ll never know for certain
I loved the way you used to made me feel for nothing

And now you’ll never know for certain
I loved the way you used to made me feel for nothing
Nothing, nothing, no

“Ourself behind ourself concealed
Should startle most;
Assassin, hid in out apartment
Be horror’s least

The prudent carries a revolver
He bolts the door
O’erlooking a superior spectre
More near.”

Emily Dickinson (1830–86). Part four: time and eternity - LXIX . Complete Poems. 1924