Loved u yesterday

Verse 1:
‘Cause I loved u yesterday
And in hindsight I was faded
To a degree feel lacerated
Traitor and it's all good till we hate it
And we smoke good to feel weighted
Like we matter It don't make it
It don't make it real

Chorus:
We only have one chance to make it out
We say leave it to hope
Your only emotion is a cowardly trope

Verse 2:
In our youth
We ran around miles
Touched and Lucked
Our way through fires
Ding dong ditched what felt like hours
No way
And you're asking why I hate her
And you're asking what to make of her
In your actions, you don't seek her
But you believe her

We only have one chance to make it out
We say leave it to hope
Your only emotion is a cowardly trope

And even in the sour times
I languish in your return
Could've let me know
That your purpose was rooted
In evil just naive
I loved u then