Loved Jones.

[Verse 1]
Off top this ain't no love song
But I did use to love jones
Congratulations you deserve everything
You deserve all of that
Spreaded your wings and ascended high
From lost angels 8th of July to December Five
Remember I used to flip out over petty shit
Now the weight you hold is of soul with the heaviness that can't be weighed
And all that can't be saved
Touch them with the lovers
While you dancing in the puddles of the candy rain
All of the love
My love in fact
You deserve all of that

Saint Monica's was dawn to us
And fallen from the sky
You and I wasn't meant for land
Talking to my conscious while I'm stalking on your Instagram
Instantly I realized "The One" was meant for him
All is done it ain't coming back
But everything you love is of love begrudge none of that
Even feeling numb I feel the thump like the thunder crack and rain fall

Bless your little little man
That became tall and grew up
Throw heat like pop do but so sweet like you was
Blessed that I loved ya
Happy that I knew ya
Remember when you hit me with the phone in the hallway
Hit me so hard that it drew blood
Loved you now
Loved you back then
Loved you always
How the path doesn't patch you
Miss you everyday but ain't never gonna contact you my love
Cause you too good for me love
Too bad to have you
My two halves ain't half you
Too scared to ask you to the prom
Hampton had to
But he ain't what the song about
That ain't what the song about
Remember when I use to scream so loud that it scarred the clouds
The sky rained in blood
Remember when I said "Cuz" cause I thought I was a thug
Remember when I shook you so hard you felt the love in my brutality
Only thing that wasn't love
And I even had the nerve to dial your number and call you up
And ask you back into that toxic shit
Fate got me love
Karma's a bitch
And I ain't talking about the female gender
I'm talking about the latte summers and retail winters
I ain't got a penny no not any
My pockets hella slim and my wallets hella skinny
And the evil inside my love
It left hell up in me

[Chorus]
You hit me with the phone you had to pop my lip
I wouldn't leave you alone when you requested it
Remember when we were suppose to go to Magic Mountain and I sabotaged the trip
My love
I recall all of that
And to this day I still hate myself
Fifteen something years later and I still ain't forgave myself
But all your riches wealth
Princess
You deserve all of that

[Hook]
Yeah a nigga used to loved jones
Except it wasn't love
It was something else that love don't
Want no affiliation to

[Verse 2]
When the jealously was swelling me
You feel the hate in you
And all of the absorbed hate
Will fill a space in you
I wanna show her love
But ain't no space in you
And the demons that you rock rock start chaffing you
Chipping at the edges till it changed the shape of you
I don't even believe in that but still prayed for you
I won't front
I can't lie
I use to ache for you
Break the fucking litty down and smoke the dank for you
Get lost in my own thoughts and run away from you
To feel this is realness
I had to face the truth
If there's any hope of getting sober
Except there's no getting over
Only moving forward
Repeat the chorus

[Chorus]
You hit me with the phone you had to pop my lip
I wouldn't leave you alone when you requested it
Remember when we were suppose to go to Magic Mountain and I sabotaged the trip
My love
I recall all of that
And to this day I still hate myself
Fifteen something years later and I still ain't forgave myself
But all your riches wealth
My love
You deserve all of that

Yeah a nigga used to love jones
When ? was her maiden name
Slightly altered to protect the innocent
And all they hearded was my guilty verdict
Yeah a brother still love jones
But I feel no need to let her know
Cause if a brother really loved jones
Then I really need to let her go
Yeah a brother still love jones
Ain't no shame in that
And everything you have
You deserve all of that
Congratulations