loved by You

[Lirik “loved by You”]

[Spoken word: Petra Sihombing]
Mencintai itu susah
Gua lahir sendiri, ada ibu ada bapak yang mencintai
Tapi enggak selalu
Kadang satu ada yang enggak tahu ke mana, dua-duanya enggak tahu ke mana
Makin gede ada om gua
Terus ada tante gua yang ngurusin gue dari kecil
Tapi di minggu yang sama mereka pergi duluan
Dan akhirnya hilang lagi
Mencintai itu susah
Apalagi diri sendiri
Kalau gua enggak sayang sama diri gue sendiri
Gimana caranya orang lain bisa sayang?

[Verse 1]
It’s been a year since my last therapy
If I’m being honest I’ve been looking for signs to come back
It’s been three years since I moved closer to the city
If I’m being honest I’ve been looking for signs to go back

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been so fast to judge that I’m sick
I’ve been so fast to judge that I’m hated
I’ve been thinking maybe your attention’s just a trick
Some twisted game that would come to bite me much later
Most days it seems impossible for me to get better
Most days it seems impossible for me to remember
That you would be there to catch me when I fall, that I have you that would answer when I call
Today I started to count all my blessings, today I realized that I’ve been

[Chorus]
Loved by you all along
Loved by you all along
Loved by you all along
Loved by you all along

[Outro]
Loved by you, loved
Loved by you, loved
Loved by you, loved