​love you harder

I let your past decisions
Make me mad suspicious
Like everybody after you
Is gonna take like you did

I let my imagination
Make up things that weren't there
I'm stressed you'll lie
And that's on me
That's on me

And I don't mean to doubt the words you say
It's all in my mind
And I'm trying to break the habit
But it might take some time

And I know
It's not fair
It's not true
When the damage done before you reappears
It's not fair
It's not you
So this time
You can put the blame on me

I wanna love like I did before
I knew your ghost could pull the trigger
And if it means I'm gonna hurt some more
At least I'll love you harder

I wanna love like there was no one before
I know that one way or another
I gotta let it go and live for more
I know I'm gonna love you harder

I'm gettin' past some issues
Got some thoughts to fix too
Like all the subtle things
I stayed up thinking you did

You rarely get defensive
I was paranoid
But you were there
I'm stressed and tired

And that's on me
That's on me

And I don't mean to doubt the words you say
It's all in my mind
And I'm trying to break the habit
But it might take some time

And I know
It's not fair
It's not true
When the damage done before you reappears
It's not fair
It's not you
So this time
You can put the blame on me

I wanna love like I did before
I knew your ghost could pull the trigger
And if it means I'm gonna hurt some more
At least I'll love you harder

I wanna love like there was no one before
I know that one way or another
I gotta let it go and live for more
I know I'm gonna

Say it doesn't matter but we both know it's a lie
I got broken once by someone I see in you every time

I wanna love
I wanna love like I did before
I knew your ghost could pull the trigger
And if it means I'm gonna hurt some more
At least I'll love you harder

I wanna love like there was no one before
I know that one way or another
I gotta let it go and live for more
I know I'm gonna love you harder

Say it doesn't matter but we both know it's a lie
I got broken once by someone I see in you every time

Say it doesn't matter but we both know it's a lie
I got broken once by someone I see in you every time

I know i'm gonna love you harder