Love urself

Tell me that i’m stupid
And that you hate me
I think ima lose it
I’m going crazy
These pills got me drooling
Everything hazy
I don’t follow rules bitch
My body aching
I just wanna be alone all by myself
Ima get it on my own i don’t need no help
I had to get off the drugs so i could find myself
I had to give up your love so i could love myself

All right all right goodnight
Ima tell u ima end my life
Ima tell u that i’ll be just fine
They gon tell 911 i might die
Hear em at the door now the cops outside
Watching my blood pour down my knife
They gon try tell me that they care
Wеll when i was dying on the floor therе was no one there

They just feel responsible but they don’t really care
They think i’m a failure and the pressure got em scared
I just throw away my life and hope to make them feel bad
Now i’m getting lost every night i can’t find my way back

I don’t wanna do what they want me to
I just wanna sit alone in my room
Life been getting hectic but it’s nothing new
I could never listen i dropped out of school
Now i’m trapping at the crib
This the life i chose to live
And i’m looking like a bum
But i don’t really give a shit
All the drugs that make me numb
Got me actin like a kid
And i don’t really got no friends
Bcus my friends they always dip

And whenever i try to talk they do not listen
They just gon tell me shut up and quit the bitching
They just gon tell me that i need a new prescription
Ima pop these pills i’m not prescribed and i start twitching